Thursday, May 12, 2011

माँ

किसी सिराने रखी
किताब की तरह
तुम्हारी यादों को
उठाकर पन्ने पलटते
पलटते आज बहुत
दूर निकल गया |
दिखाई दिया उस
ऊंघते शहर का
वो पुराना मकान
जिसकी बालकनी की
रेलिंग का हत्था
मैंने शरारत में
तोड़ दिया था
वो आज भी
टूटा हुआ है |
तुम्हारी रसोई
बहुत लाचार है ,
जहां तुम मर्तबान
रखती थीं वहाँ
जाले आ गए हैं
पर उनके अचार
की खुशबू आज भी
वहीँ रहती है |
वहीँ बरामदे की दीवार पर
शीशम की लकड़ी वाला
वो चकोर सा आइना है
जिसमे शायद मेरा
सारा बचपन कैद है
काश वो आइना
उसे फिर दिखा सकता

Thursday, April 28, 2011

रात

कब आती हो कब चली जाती हो

कुछ इल्म ही नहीं होता

तुमसे इतनी बातें करनी हैं

राज़ खोंलने हैं किस्से कहने हैं

पिछली बार जब चाँद की

शमा जलाकर हम तुम बैठे

थे तो दिल की न जाने

कितनी गिरहें खोली

कितने सवाल बीने

बहुत सुकूँ मिला


सुनो .. इस बार

थोडा रुक के जाना

Friday, April 1, 2011

Go Team India, Go !

In the last few hours before the final showdown, I decided to draw up a few words ...

Tonight, my men
when you play
on the field.
Who will you
play for ?

For the beautiful
people who could
pay and come
to see you play.
Or for make-do
bourgeois who
can still see
you from their
easy sofa sets as
they go about
their daily day.
Or for that
impoverished kid
probably cleaning
tables in some
dhaba as he
intensely tries
to listen to
your score on his
master's TV or
some radio at bay.
Or may be for
yourself, for your
own glory, or for
your own passion,
or just so that so
you can say.

Whoever it be,
you'll have our
adulation. For it
is not you
but what you're
out to achieve
that's bigger than
anyone's private
possession. Go
my men, go
bring back the cup
for this torn
nation, for this
confused generation,
for this wretched
starvation. In
times like these
when we need to
look up, In times
like these, trust me,
we need this cup.

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Holi...

रंग हैं रे - रंगरेज़ कहे
कासे रंग तुझको जमते हों
कुछ ऐसे पक्के रे साथी
जो सपनों को भी रंगते हों

आप सभी को होली मुबारक ! इस अवसर पर हर्षोल्लास में सराबोर ये गीत !

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Aaj Phir

आज फिर ..

रात की शराब का
नशा उतरा नहीं है अभी
पेट में खलिश सी है
और होंठ भी सूखे हैं अभी

घनी शाम का ये सर्द आसमां
फिर वही डर सा लेकर आया है
पतझड़ के सूखे पेड़ तले
उन्ही सवालों की सेना लाया है

ज़िन्दगी के कोटि जो थे
स्वप्न उनका क्या हुआ
जोश में भीगे हुए
अरमां उनका क्या हुआ

ढूँढनी थीं राहें तुमको
उन रास्तों का क्या हुआ
जीवन कड़ी के अर्थ को
पहचानने का क्या हुआ

आज फिर से वो सवाल
खिड़की पे ठक-ठक करने लगे
आज फिर डर से ठिठुरकर
हम बाथरूम में छिपने लगे

आज फिर उसी हताशा में
सर को लटका हुआ पाया
आज फिर इन्ही पैरों को
कहीं-कहीं से कमज़ोर पाया

थोडा सिसके, थोडा सकपकाए
फिर यकायक
शीशे में खुद को देख
उसी पुरानी ज़िद में बड़-बडाये -

"अभी बूढ़े नहीं हुए हैं .. ,
बस दो तीन बाल
सफ़ेद हो चले हैं "

Monday, April 26, 2010

The Morality of a Natural Disaster



It was strange when watching those distant fountains of fire and that silent but meandering lava against the pitch black mountain of Eyjafjallajökull, in the above video, gave me a sense of solace, a feel of the ‘sublime’. Stranger was the fact that I was not the only one. Can a natural ‘disaster’ be associated with beauty and aesthetics?

Eyjafjallajökull didn’t kill anyone. Natural disasters which manage not to kill anyone are peculiar. For one, they enjoy much more dignity and acceptance than their other less fortunate kins. This comes naturally from the realization that one can’t really convict them of killings and massacres. Thus, in public perception, it is not considered inappropriate to derive a sense of allure and even something as deep as the pleasure of the sublime by watching them. By themselves, even the calamitous disasters might be beautiful. After all, they are just natural happenings, grand and magnificent. It is our prejudice against them that doesn’t let us see beyond the wrath that they bring to us and our fellow beings. I myself am guilty of that. Whatever times I see the videos of the Indian Ocean Tsunami, I can but only see those helpless bodies being swept away. While I share in the pain of humanity, Is it right to demonize the disasters that are fatal, and deem them ugly.

Socrates said that beauty is a reflection of the virtue. I partly disagree. In theory, virtue is moral while beauty is amoral. Morality is in fact nothing but the beauty of mind and soul. Beauty is more general. It is perceived, not adopted. It is appreciated, not judged. It is generally present as an attribute of an art, and is neither appropriate nor inappropriate. Art and Morality must always be kept separate in the interest of artistic freedom and social progress. Morality of the sublime, however, is much trickier and still unresolved. The reason being, while art might stimulate either happiness or concern, sublime always brings an inner sense of joy besides respect, awe and fear. Deriving joy out of a fatal calamity is ‘considered’ to be sadistic in general. And this shuts down all the doors to subliminal explorations of such disasters.

While philosophers unearth the moral dimensions in the sublime, I do feel that it might not be immoral to derive subliminal pleasure out of a lethal disaster. Of course, only if the subject of the sublime is the nature and not the fatalities. I understand that it would not be trivial to segregate the two. I can’t do it. You too, might not be able to. But some of us might definitely be. The real question, however, is if 'we' are ready for them i.e. would we still be questioning their sympathy for the victims or genuinely appreciating their empathy for the king-kong’s, if you will, who happened to fall on the wrong side of us.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Afternoon Sun


Afternoon Sun
of a winter month,
light breeze
through bougainvillea fence,
A marigold
by my side
and a good book
in my hand.

Sitting under
the guava tree,
Fresh, cold grass
under my feet,
Suddenly a squirrel
chirped in our lawn,
I lifted my head
but it was gone,
I stared into nothing
and smiled
and realized
how lovely ..
all this is :)